MADE IT. . . .

Through another Gamma Knife, back on the roids but just for 8 days, full 2 mg for 4 then 1mg for 4 then go see Dr. and off of them I pray!
Had both of my Bubbas with me so how could I go wrong.
Surprised my beautiful girl yesterday at her 2nd to last game of season. Championship round tomorrow.  That mean seasons just about over and she'll be home soon for summer, I miss her so much!!!

AH, EXCUSE ME. . . .

1. so for inquiring minds I will be blessed with Gamma Knife number 6 this Thursday at 6 friggin am. Whenever I forget how many times I've done this all I need to do is feel the craters on my forehead, isn't that cool, like I'm so lucky lmao!

   
   

   2. I love feeling this big square thing that floats around in my right breast.  Oh that's just a hematoma from the breast surgery.... ah,.... Isn't that a blood clot??  My Venus fly trap is down in my crotch region, so whee does that leave the floater

   
   

   3. just keeping things interesting

IT'S TIME

I've been neglecting to write, just kinda forgot.  My days have not been the greatest, I am trying so hard to stay positive and to cope better but lately it's been really really hard.  Today is the first day I have not felt or wake up with nausea.  I guess when you have that all the time it's just hard to feel good about things.
I'm going in on Thursday for gamma knife number 6, OH BOY I can hardly fucking wait.  The thing I look forward to is new stupid pictures That I can get Eric to take for me so I can post and share the fun and joy.
Was supposed to be on the 25th, but they moved to the 26th.  The only thing I care about is that 1) we go to Hannah's last game of season and 2) there is no new shit growing in my head.  Just radiating the area, but It will mean steroids I'm sure and I AM NOT looking forward to that at all.  So that is it for now, Leslie please return the other half before Thursday so I can get it all this time.
xoxo Judy

TIME. . . .

For my kind of humor.
So I go to the butt Dr today 1st time, not only does he have the most funny sense of humor butt he's so good looking.  I didn't want him poking around butt what can I say.  I know how to have a good time.
Couldn't find my car, pouring rain, I am now soaked to my knees find the car then have to cross a river to go to the pharmacy, of course I didn't wear one of the two pair of rain boots I have.
Can I please have the other half of my brain now, I've been really patient Leslie R.

YAY....

Got my staples and stitches out today.  Still need to wear something on my head for a while but that's totally fine with me.  I want to wait until my hair grows back in this area.  At least they are gone though!
Yay me!!

Maybe. . . .

I will get these staples and stitches out tomorrow.  Keeping my fingers crossed on that one.
Lets see, I still have a huge blood clot in my leg (since summer) I may be able to take blood thinners after my next Gamma, oh yes that's April 25..  They promise not to use the easy bake oven this time, so we'll see how it goes....
Good thing I have a filter in for this blood thing, I was calling the filter a Venus fly trap, it something like that I just cant remember the name of it, so what?

WELL. . . .

Friday is appt to set up yet another Gamma Knife, can hardly wait.
Just SO sick of all of this, I'm to the point where I wake up just about every morning crying.
I don't really want people over because I feel like I need to entertain them.  To get Tea or coffee is good, you can visit then go home, that's about it for now