Friday, December 9, 2011


feel like I am going to puke for a change.
The gift that just keeps on giving!!
updates:   I have yet another UTI, all these friggin steroids really seems to compromise my system.
Doses are up which is what is making me sick to my stomach.
I know I still have swelling in my brain, and I have an MRI in about a week.
I'm just tired of feeling like shit and crying all the time.
I am somewhat joyful and really looking forward to Hannah coming home and Christmas...
Jim and Debs on Xmas eve, and brunch-lunch at Joyce and Phil's on Xmas day.
I am also looking forward to the BC group lunch, so there are good days ahead and things to look forward to.
What is amazing to me is how I have connected to people that you would never think you would.
The Starbucks lady at Albertsons, the two meat ladies, a couple of checkers, I always get hugs, it makes me cry every time!
So I am in baking mode and hopefully can get these cookies done and over to them, they brighten my day and I want to do something nice for these ladies.

Monday, December 5, 2011

OK. . . .

I do not like the fact that fucking google changed this blog format. Like I don't have enough problems as it is. I keeping looking at this trying to figure out what is different, why they messed with it and why I can't change my email address to my gmail acct...which is Fme! Ok on with whats going on with my brain or lack there of! I had an episode last week, had paramedics take me to ER which I don't remember, Eric and I got home at 3:15am, don't remember that either, so yes back up on the steroids, changed other meds as well and just feeling fucking dandy. Until I adjust, once again, I'm crying and I seem to have some little weirdness now going on with my left hand other than that??? Trying to get out and be as normal as I can...what ever that is, I mean what is normal? In my case it's more Abby Normal, lol But seriously, enough already!