OK, so today is Saturday, and I've got 2 more days to go.
I spoke with Jill last night, she has ovarian cancer, amazing how the people we meet in our lives (that we may not always be in touch with), at later dates we seem to find our way back to them. It was good talking with her for a number of reasons, but she really eased my mind about this "port" because honestly, it was kind of freaking me out... which these days is not too hard to do to myself.
Today has not been a really great mood day for me, I have just felt like crying most of the day.
I guess I just need to be OK with these kinds of days. Tomorrow will be a better one