Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Bizarre. . . .

So I can't figure out where all of my settings went, most importantly my spell check! grrr had to re download firefox.
Woke up with a headache and basically, don't want to do chemo tomorrow. I can't help feeling like tomorrow is not going to go well. I am trying to get myself into a positive head space, but I am having a really hard time today.
Actually, it started last night and to be completely honest I am in a horrible mood, not feeling "happy" like I usually do, Ever have one of those days where you just feel pissed off? well that would be me today.
Guess I just have to go with it.


  1. sending love and hugs that tomorrow will not be as bad as you fear...but if it is...the love and hugs are still there....

  2. I am so wishing you were already past this part my friend. I do not know how to help you other than to tell you I am always thinking of you and am here if you need anything day or night! Try and focus on all the good things (like tacos in Montrose or Hannah getting recruited and such...)and remember to breath! I am hoping for an easy recovery time!