Monday, August 10, 2009

Tuesday. . . .

is the start of Round II.
Oh boy, can hardly wait!!
At least I am out of the funk I was in last week, and let me say I was not feeling too good both emotionally and spiritually. Combo of being so tired, not feeling good and missing Hannah.
She comes home tomorrow, and I know she is ready, for the most part it's been a horrible trip but I am proud to say I kept things really positive and supported her as much as I could and did not let her know how upset I have been at what's been going on over there.
Coach should be ashamed of his behavior and treatment of the girls, well all girls other than one.
And the fact of the matter is, the entire team has been upset and disgusted by this so I know it's not just mine for a change. What a cluster f... I have had people not on the trip calling me asking me what is going on over I know.
I feel like I am in a better place though to start tomorrow. It will be along haul...chemo once a week for 12 weeks. 12 weeks. wow
I start a new steroid tonight, Dr says I probably won't sleep, so I will take a benedryl and then right before bed, take the steroids and see how I do.... it's kind of strange that what I am concerned about is sleeping. Oh well, that's ok.
I am working today and trying to get some things done, so that is good.
And basically, that's about it for now.


  1. hey Judy - hope round 2 goes well...what is the chemo you are on? i am triple neg and had dose dense adriamyacin and cytoxin for 4 doses and then taxol for 4 doses...

  2. just finished adriamyacin and cytoxin for 4 doses
    and am starting cytoxin 1x a week for 12 weeks, then radiation for???

  3. i wonder why you are getting a different regimine than i did...btw - i had 34 rads

  4. maybe size of tumor, was in my lymph nodes too. OC wants to be super agressive...she has had positive results w/this regimine so maybe she doesn't want to sway from that.???